T.T

Today will be the day to victory....
The day to study and muti-task for both celebration and revision.
Lets work.....=)

At Home?

So i just went on facebook today.
But I'm still so paisae of what happen on the day of oral.
Lol did something stupid....
lol....

GEO!!!!

LOL today have geo lessons for 3hours unbelievable cause nv have that long for so many years in school shockingo.O
Going to watch movie today with my family happy!!!

A shocking day....

Tired out hahas.Tmr still got geo class hais surely very sian....boring....

A Day Of Outing

Went out siew fong and we ate mac for breakfast than ate pizza hut for dinner lol. We went to visit my grandma,she look happy to see me hahas than we both chat with her hahas.How happy was siew fong.True frens really have common things!!!
Hahas told her some of my feelings so do she....looks likes we both feel it....
Sometimes i really very disappointed with what i hope that thing is or to be like....
Self comfort....Hahas

Today ?

Using com so happy. Getting Some time to relax after this week of non-stop work
Hahas going out with twinny tmr!!!
Happy!!!
=)

I Am Lost

Lost in a hot desert....
Today was suppose to do my practical finish but lose the faith to do it cause teacher not around abit lost.
Hahas no worries will ask teacher when she recover from her fever.
Get well soon!
hahas today went home and dreamed the whole day like stupid.
Only treat twinny nice cause she's the only one knows me best!!!
Twinny get well soon!
Loves you!=)

Tired OUT!!!

I'm tired.Today got so many lessons and than somemore got d&t
Almost fainted at home....Tired leh.

Of course today i have a weird feeling....
Don know why....
Something tell me that i should stay but i don feel like it cause i'm afraid to get hurt anymore.
So left without a word.
If really is not i ownself feel only 'h' would hv done something to let me know right?
But all these times nth happens which causes my dreams shattered and heart broken.
Why i'm i always the only one which feels it.
I'm just a simple girl which need real care and understanding.
But i'm really tired,why 'h' just kept it away from me?
I'm very angry with lies from 'h' especially i trust 'h'
At least told the truth i still not so angry.
Hais.
Why must you do this to me?
I thought u been through this kind of situation.
Jerk!
Liar!
U nv been such a jerk until now i know!

Lies Are Needles

Ok i tell the truth i hate liars especially when the person know i know it and still lies completely like nothings wrong.Cause i hate ppl who lie to me repeatedly like treating me an idiot. Especially the ones i trust....How will they gain my trust back.Its gonna be hard cause ones its broken it will nv be the same just like a vase broken and it won't be easy to fix it The SAME ever again.

Hell Knows....That person still lies as if i don know a single thing.
Ok i'm very angry indeed what 'h' had to lie abt it!!?
Why?Cause wan extra more greedy?
Or Just hope i could scold 'h'

Sickening is another thing i don mind but the part where lies come out as if its true,i think i nv believe 'h' again

If no explaination is going to be heard i really will just bear with it but one day if 'h' is getting on my nerves somehow i might end up scolding 'h'

But I'm going to try bearing cause i have ppl which cares truely for me=)
Like My Twinny!!!
Get WEll Soon!!!Loves U!!!
Take Care!=)

All The Best

What i found out is i know i cant really make it perfect but i can give my best to do it hahas. Today oral was a disaster....Very afraid of it hais....

A DAy AT SCHOOL

Today was tiring almost went to sleep....At D&T Suddenly get emo and wanted to cry but lucky hold on to the tears going to come out....Don Know Why?
But I'm I Really That Weak....? I Don Know But Somehow I Know All My Emotions Come To Life When I Am Tired....

Lol....But after all i still must move on =)

Finding The True Self I Am

Ytd dinner was a bit of disaster man my shoe just break....
Lucky There Got Sell SUPER GLUE!!!
Hahas....

Stick It Back....

I Am trying to find the real me back after all these years,I'm Tired Being Another Person....
I Feel Much Better And Some more No Nid To Pretend....
Only Siew Fong Knows Me Best....
=)

Although being myself is a bit hard,in the way means the fren i use to be quite close start to dislike me but i will not give up....I wan to find the true me....

Isn't That Much Important Than keeping Frens That Are Not True....
I Also Found Out I Don Really Like Criticizing people But All These Years I Do It Just To Make My Fren Feel Better.

I'm Tired....
EveryOne Shunyi Is Back After These Years!!!

kinda bored

Today There Is a Wedding Diner so I Have To Attend How Much Will this Takes.I don really like too grand places

Thanks My Best Frens!!

Hahas Been Long seen i been to my blog so hows life? OK its not bad i get to be closer to frens i used to be strange to. But also get weird arguments.Nvm Hahas At least my life i already used to it =).And I Love anyone which really treasures me even sometimes i complaint alot x.X.Thanks For sharing My Worries And Fears!!! Like Both of my best frens siew fong and Priscilla! You Both Are No. One!!!
Love You Both!!!

Will Nv Leave You Both

totally happy

ok manage to stay as who i am and also manage to let go step by step.It is getting peaceful now hahas...going to have a new hp.Looking forward to it.=)

Gone Forever?

Will I Die Tmr...going to have oral man scare..............

A beautiful day but afraid of tmr

i am looking forward to sch but at the same time,my mind was still stuck in holiday mode.hais how leh?Worries,Worries,Worries

My Life Is Getting Better

Today was a rainy day.Suddenly heard a loud thunder and there comes the pouring rain..Woo Fast sia....Kinda cold sia

Life is Fair Enough

Oh yeh....I'm living my life....yes.

Ytd went out with siew fong and manage to discuss a lots of things,hahas gd thing tt u n your bf are haPPY.
Haahahhahahs
Than chat till 8pm plus at the void deck hahahs
no wonder ppl say tt best frens hv lots of things to say....
oh ya,
i miss my last eps. sad but nvm.
the eps will redo someday hahas.=)
Oh by right we met a monkey on our way hahas sf went nearer to take photo but hahas the monkey scare her baCk to me x.X
than we walk away lor hahas as she scare the monkey will atk us....
Monkey monkey climb on the tree,
monkey monkey had a great temper,
all the king's horses and all the king's man could'nt help but RUN AWAY AGAIN!!!
Hahahs

goodbye and hello

yo yeh.life is getting me to my senses which i lost for so long....time has pass so fast.I've manage to face my fears and worries.I've got nth to lose now. Lets get back in places and score well!!!

nice or boring?

I've start to face the truth.Things tt r not here makes me getting closer to giving up. I just sick of staying in this state. May life be better for everyone. I've manage to face the truth each day.

Its Been Long

living a life with u....was becoming weird and i just don know why....common tests ahhhhh.....hahas just keep work it out....
hahas

Ytd events

at ytd,was a bit bored and tired out....first period in class waiting for checkin temperature abit shocked tt form tea nvm come. but who cares,than when go to d&t,halfway,zy was saying tt smth happen. sry for u but stay strong.
So than we were just at canteen,saw smone,than saw tt person again at popular. Saw tt person turn to me. Weird than saw tt person walking a bit slow but nvm.

At after sch,tt person was standing at the canteen walking lot.hahas than when to play with yanlin n nerissa inline skAings. Land on my butt almost 5 times or more....
and we always hug until each other. Me,nerissa and yanlin like having a relationship.
After tt yanlin go le. Not long me and nerissa go to mac eat. Than went hm.

and i had a thought in my mind this activity suitable for lovers.hahas. Love will grow proer..hahas

I don know?

why there goes a bit weird,no sadness,no pain anymore....just me.Believe me i think i seen it through. today at dnt,constant saw i eat sweet than of course she say she wan than i gv miss tean and her.Than when miss tean wan to teach,ben saw miss tean chewing sweet n there it goes 'miss tean gv me sweet!' 'Its not mine!' Than he goes 'constant. I wan sweet!' Ok I die liao....
Than constant of course point at me....Than Ben say 'can i hv sweet?' Miss tean say 'don don gv it to him' I just say 'nvm la' Than i took out the packet of sweets....n i just say to miss tean 'he wan right?ask him come and take it. I'm not going to serve him.' Than miss tean say 'ya correct.'than she say 'Ben if u wan go there take' than of course he come to my table to take....n he quite greedy one time take two....thought i idiot ah....I not blind la just lazy to scold him....-____-'
Weird....I'm over it after abt two weeks....Kinda cool....Hahas
Hahas. Hoping that things will get better than ever...

Heart Test Breaking Me Down

I'm feeling sad when i saw u,but when u r not there I'm lost....When u r sad,I feel it for u....Plz promise me u would live well,don live with regrets.Although I am hurt,I will be happy for u....
If u nid to tell me something,do tell me.I will be there for u....cause I love u the way u r,not because of fun....trust me....Tell me if u nid me....I will be there.

A Day Of Hate

I'm starting to hate smbody n its weird....but i knw the reason....somehow or someway i think i will be able to find a way to forgive....=)

Time To Let Go And Move On,A New Year A New Beginning

Today was giving myself time going through what should i do....continue the thing or let go of the thing in my mind....it has been following me for the whole day....I've finally made a choice....i think maybe at Wednesday I'll get an answer to it....the choice will be made by tt day....i promise myself....not going to waste too much time....i still got 'n' levels leh....o.O

Wry....so wry for everything this year is going to happen but who cares since if it's going to happen,it will....i will leave it to fate....of course not all....hahas....sometimes nid own trying to get the answer or outcome which is different....

Anyway Happy New Year To All!!!

A day of reflecting

thinking of it,i was wasting so much time on tt thing....so i'm back to my world....not goin to change a thing....but not to hide anything....i still miss tt person but in a fren way....thankful the truth was said and end of feeling sad or bitter....kiss goodbye to the old days and hi the new ones....there's no turning back to it....

today i went out to buy many items....hahas....hands so tired....
but a new year a new beginning....looking forward to better days....going to miss old days....but got to move on....say thanks to life....it bring me kindness and truth....=)

I'm not going to continue living my life in old days....say hi to freedom and happiness!!!

Learning Experience

Get to know everything behind it so was letting it go......gd bye will rmb u....tks for everything.gdbye....true was enough........life was a better relieve and i'm back to myself....stay the same....don go further....=)
Love my life

I'm Surprise And Confuse

Found out a secret abt someone i care....was quite shocked myself even....Actually nv expect tt the person would admit....what on the mind of tt person?God knw?than today was boring and sian....saw the world spinning causing me headaches and pain....

A Bit Shocked By MySelf

Ytd was supposely thinking of meeting siew fong but thought she not free as she going out with her dear...but lol who knows that she called me at afternoon....lol.
Than we went out for a walk and she ate pizza hut....than she make me eat ice cream....lol....i was suppose to only accompany her there....lol....hahas....than we went walkin back home and u knw what?! Hahas was looking at the clouds and admiring "THEM"?-___-"

Than along the way,saw two kittens so cute....but they ran away....if not already took pics of them....so cute lor....Than also walk on stones....WoW ='o

"SO PAIN!!!"

lol.My body surely very weak....
Than we both go take pics....hahas....

Oh ya the dear person....u don nid wry la....u wear any clothes she also like....Just be yourself....=)
Thats What she tells me =)....
I Gd Right?Inform u?LOL Just Joking....

Oh Ya Going to chinatown today....boring sia....or should i keep smiling?=)
Hahas Who cares I'm Who I Am!

Empty Days With No Ends

Truth is until now,i still don get the answer for so long....is it i think too much or really something is going on just that I'm afraid to face it?
It is cause i wry too much or things were happening to me.
But so who cares....i still must live my life till the end....If the answer is revealed?What would i do?If its not why I'm i still worried over it?....Guess I really got to leave to fate....let fate decides it for me....or i really don know what to do....What in the world do i wan?
An ending Or peaCE? Oh plz....

Anyone gv me the answer?....
Sry abt being emo....but can't help it....OK I'm back....today was bored almost fall in pieces....Than who know when i sat mrt back home,saw my bro....hahas so got fate....so who says there's no such thing as fate to be together or fate to meet each other....its more than just co-incidents....Trust me....

Lame But Funny

Since I ever said lol in bio class,i found out that my classmates was trying to make me laugh almost for the whole week.....Everytime they walk pass me they would just say 'LOL' Loudly.....lol....making me laugh....over it....lame right?But funny......Hahas..Ya So my fren also laugh with me....They are such a joker......
Who Knows that things were a bit better than usual......Keep Smiling =)

Ytd Was The Best Thing Ever Happen To Everyone And Me

Alright Ytd i went out with yanlin to tampines mall than meet priscilla and sherly at pasir ris mrt station and guess what,we all met hui jun...ok i don really know her but we can chat until become frens right?...hahas....So we went to her chalet and guess what!

Everyone was laughing at kendrick wearing formal clothes but actually he look gd in it what...don know is it they just jealous anot....hahas just kidding....i don mean anything........oh ya so all of us chat abt and than i touch the hamster until the hamster fall asleep....ZZZZZZZzzzzzZZZzzzz

Lol.Maybe the hamster also very tired le....Than we play with water balloon and than we gurls decided tt those won work....so we had an idea of using ice....lol but of course they found out not nice liao.........Than chat chat chat till 10plus but than decided to go home after tt...Siew fong send us out and than of course,at same time can accompany her frens to arcade....hahas

Hope to c u all again.........it was really great to hang out with you guys.....unlike my usual boring thing at sch....and also hahas my first chalet was the first.....which i return home at 1245plus or ltr....who knows i nv go home so late before...but enjoys with u all.....of course when i reach home was a bit tired out.....but it really made my day...Happy birthday and i love u....Siew fong

Meet u all i've met ytd some other time if possible....X.x
Gonna be missing those times....